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Hello Loves...

Kiersten n Cat here at 4:04 n the morning. And hyped on non caffeinated Pepsi. Its great.

Just got done talkin to Phil, and Seth just randomly signed off a lil while ago, loser lol j/k.

Well, sinc my last update nothings really happened except Cat's birthday was Fri. and her party was tonight, GREAT FUCKIN FUNN lol. Rolling down hills, laying on hills, marshmellow fights, playing on the playground, swinging. It was a really grandd time =)

Friday night Katie n Ericka stayed with me. We went and saw Aquamarine = 2 hours of pure death ( im a starfish), and walked about the mall some. I love them both..

Well, update on my Gram. She's really not doing well at all. She's a lot worse than we all thought. Radiation may not do nething. And so yeah. I guess its so bad, i have family flying n from Texas to see her. I'm really glad to have the friends I have, helping me thru this. Seth, Cat, Katie, Ericka, Kels, and all u other guys r so great. I really dk what id do w/out u. Id prolly die lol.

Well, ill keep updating about my Gram periodicly. Thanks for all the comments.. Cat and i r prolly gonna go watch a movie i think maybe lol. Idk, oh but Cat is a great Ipod dancer ... oh geez lol.

Lots of love <3.

Oh and 2mro movies 5:05 be there or e a square, unlike me n Cat who are circles =)

hello loves <3.

Well, hm. I cried last night for quite awhile.

And ive been so very worried today. U see, my gram whom im really close to has these things on her brain that have made it swell and shes been forgetting things a whole bunch and just not been herself. And i guess they were caused by the breast cancer and radiation she had like a year ago. I guess that the things that she has are "lifethreatening" n the words of my mom. Oh and i guess that sinc we just now found out thats why shes been acting funny, that there may not be nething we can do and she may lose all of her memory. We're sposed to figure out how bad they are tonight, thats y im really scared. But, if it isnt bad i think she'll have to get radiation and she may be fine. Im really praying that its not that bad. I love my grandmother with all my heart.

Last night was so terrible tho, i cant stand to see my dad with tears n his eyes it just makes me break down but, i waited til i got upstairs away from him to cry. Thanks a lot Seth for being there for me, u helped a bunch. I know ur always there for me, and no matter what ill always be there for u. Oh and im happy for u and Lindsay (sp sorry!).(oh you owe me $3 by the way lol)

Well, im at Kels' and we walked for like ever today just talking about randomness i love her. Man, i never really realized how bad of luck i have but hey, its life i guess. Kels, Seth, Ericka, Katie, Cat, Kayla, Jiles, all u guys help me thru it alot, thanks.

 I love u all...

-kiersten </3.

Um Sup Crackas? lol

I love you guys.

Well, as you can tell im n a pretty good mood, pretty hyper lol.

Ran a whole bunch at the gym earlier, then lifted sum, it was actually fun haha.

Was listenin to Grillz with Kels. Lemme tell ya, I do love that song. But, n a way it kinda makes me sad. (dont ask lol)

I really wish id get up the nerve to just come out and tell him. I'm really starting to drive myself crazy lol. I like him a lot alltho I'm pretty sure he doesnt like me which is prolly why im afraid to tell him. But, uk what? Fuck it. Im going to tell him tomorrow. Even if he doesnt feel the same way, at least i wont go around feeling regretful just hurt uk lol?

Hm well, 2mro is testing again. Oh fuck its math too. Oh how i hate math. Afterwards at least we'll getta sit around basically doing w/e, prolly dodgeball. Track strts next week. I really cant wait. I hate coming home evry day and basically doing nothing at all. It'll be good to get off my ass haha.

-kiersten <3.

I am going to tell you the truth..so be ready ;;                                                                 I think about you constantly, & lately..you're all I think about.

Hey lovelys,

Well, im basically updating cuz im doing nothing but, talking to Kels lol. Well, today was pretty good. Test - pretty easy, then basically did nothing but talked, ate food, and watched the Master of Disquise up at the highschool lol.

Tomorrow, normal day, no testing. But, i getta leav at 12:30 to go get my physical for track which strts next week for the Jr. High. I cant wait cuz I love track lol.

I really really wish I had the guts to come out and tell him exactly how I feel but, theres sumthing holding me back. If he only knew what I think evrytime I see him smile, how much he's been on my mind lately, and the feeling that I've had ever since that day  (which was awhile ago btw). There's just sumthing different about this guy that I just cant understand, he hurt me really bad one time but, for some reason I just havent stopped liking him.

Leave me lots...

-kiersten </3.